Looking For A Friend And Maybe More

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

This will be long, and I know some people won't like that. It took me years to come to terms with who I am. For years I've had these feelings of femininity inside of me that I tried to ignore, but they never went away. I think this effected my lack of relationships in my life. Just before my 40th birthday, an acquaintance suggested that I explore these feelings and see where it went. This was difficult for me as I had no help or people close to me that I could really talk to.

I really began my transition at about 36 years old to be honest. I started by losing weight through a change of eating habits and lots of walking. I guess the first signs of Candice came at about that time when I started wearing my long hair down instead of tied back all the time. I have always preferred my hair long and my nails long. I am on an herbal hormone regimen, keep myself smooth and nails painted, wear women's clothes and makeup most days now and sleep in nighties. I'm still a work in progress, but I think we all are to one degree or another.

I consider myself more TS than TV or CD at this point, though I know there are girls way more beautiful than I am. This isn't about looks or sex to me, it's about being happy. I care more about being presentable than passable, though I am working on that. If that's not good enough for some people, I really don't care. I just want to be happy. I've never really been in a relationship. Women never seemed all that interested in me, so I didn't dwell on it.

I don't think most women really want somebody like me. They want a man. I can totally understand that. Any woman interested in me will know the truth immediately. I don't hide who I am. Now, if there is a woman out there who is interested, I'd love to talk to you. At this point, friendship is a bigger priority for me, and if it grows from there, then I would hope that would be a good thing for both of us.

I'm interested in meeting others like me too. I know there are a lot of men looking for girls like me too. I've experienced some of that myself as I've gotten more presentable. But most men seem to only want one thing. I know it isn't all of them, but my experiences are I'm either ignored, called a fag by adolescent jerks or it's, "hey baby."

I'm not really looking for a man, but we can still talk. I guess you never know. It's not just about sex to me, and I don't have a lot of experience in that area. I guess sexually I may be bi, but I'd prefer a relationship with a woman who could accept me for me. I really don't need to be with guys and don't find myself thinking about a relationship with one at all, to be honest. Anything more I guess I can discuss with the person wanting to talk to me.

Married people are fine to talk to and be friends with, but I refuse to be a home wrecker. I understand the toll divorce can take on the whole family, and it's not a good thing.
Anyway, a little about myself. I am a writer, I like to get out and walk just about every day. I don't have a lot of friends to talk to, but I have a few. I could always have more though. I don't get out much, but I like to go to the city and the clubs once in a while, movies. Shopping is always fun, even if it's just window shopping. So, those are a few things.

Note: At This point, I am a lurker. I can't quite justify the sub. fee for what is offered here. You can't do much here for that fee, and too many marrieds looking for a hookup. If the right person messages me, I will rejoin to message them back or see if you left hints at how to contact you in your profile.

Sign

Virgo

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 9 (1.75 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Hair

My Hair Is

Brown

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

High School Diploma

My Speciality Is

Other

My Job Title Is

I am a writer.

I Live

With Parent(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Friendly, Observant, Shy

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Computers, Dancing, Dining, Exercising, Internet, Games, Movies, Music, Sports, Theater, Tv

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Clubbing / Bars, Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Playing Dress-up, Relaxing, Sleeping, Staying At Home

An Ideal First Date Would Be

I think finding a place to have a good conversation would be a good first date. It may be as simple as taking a walk in the park and having a seat on a bench or the grass, going to get a bite to eat or getting a coffee. See if we make a connection, and if not, I'm still open to being friends. I think I'm a good listener. After that, whatever we want want to do, movies, the club, a show, a museum or you make the call. I'm pretty flexible. I'd like to be dressed as pretty as possible. I've acquired several dresses and skirts and shoes and would love to make use of them. If we make a connection, anything's possible.

I've Always Wanted To Try

There's probably quite a few things. I'd like to travel the world, but I'm not crazy about dealing with the TSA. I'd probably like to do the thing you've always wanted to try, Maybe you've been waiting for somebody to do it with you?

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly

My Religion Is

Spiritual But Not Religious

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

To transition as much I can and not let the things I can't afford to do stop me from trying to be the woman I am. To be the best person I can be and be there for friends and loved ones. To find the person I love, who loves me, and make it last and be fulfilling for both of us. Being rich is not the most important thing to me. Love and happiness are what matters.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Friendly, Goofy, Slapstick

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Cartoons, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Movies, Sports, Soaps, Re-runs

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Family, Animation

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Dance, Pop, Rock, Soul

When I Read, I Always Read

Fantasy, News, Science Fiction

My Idea Of Fun Is

Taking walks and getting out there, writing, chatting and browsing the internet, shopping, going to clubs or movies, dressing up, relaxing, spending time with my dad or my friends, good conversation, sharing fun experiences with friends and making new memories.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Humor, Intelligence, Money, Sensitivity, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

I don't know. I suppose it would be nice to meet somebody who is self confident and knows what they want and how to get it. Understanding and caring about the one they're with. Cares about what that person wants, but can take the lead. Friendly. Similar interests. I think the important thing is that we're both happy. I don't know how many people actually do end up dating here, so if we just end up chatting, that's okay too. I think I am a good listener.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed