Closeted CD Seeking Same
Jessica4CD
Chicago, Illinois | Keresztöltöző keres Keresztöltözőt
Általános adatok
Idegen nyelvek:
Angol
Leírás
I am a closeted crossdresser seeking to meet (and play with!) kindred spirits on the Chicago Northside.
So a little about me... Bi-sexual (70/30) and NOT gender-dysphoric, I discovered my love for all things silk, satin, and lace at a young age (by virtue of having shared a hamper with two sisters lol). The look and feel of their girly things both excited and calmed me.
Later, muddling through puberty, I would also discover that dressing turned me on... like, a lot. I can still picture watching the dark spot form on the front of the white satin panties I was wearing the very first time I actually cam.
In the years that followed, I would have rich and meaningful romantic relationships with both men and women, but never did I dare show ANYONE my secret underwear collection. Deeply troubled by the incongruity of my peccadilloes, I would at times try to resist the urge for some weeks or months, contenting myself by buying lingerie sized for my partner instead -- also extremely fun for me, btw :)
Then in college I met and fell in love with an amazing woman -- clever, kind, supportive, and sexy -- and ultimately told her everything. To my mild surprise (and great relief!), she did not immediately run screaming from the dorm. On the contrary, she was...
Out of time. Rest to follow soon!
Cheers :)
So a little about me... Bi-sexual (70/30) and NOT gender-dysphoric, I discovered my love for all things silk, satin, and lace at a young age (by virtue of having shared a hamper with two sisters lol). The look and feel of their girly things both excited and calmed me.
Later, muddling through puberty, I would also discover that dressing turned me on... like, a lot. I can still picture watching the dark spot form on the front of the white satin panties I was wearing the very first time I actually cam.
In the years that followed, I would have rich and meaningful romantic relationships with both men and women, but never did I dare show ANYONE my secret underwear collection. Deeply troubled by the incongruity of my peccadilloes, I would at times try to resist the urge for some weeks or months, contenting myself by buying lingerie sized for my partner instead -- also extremely fun for me, btw :)
Then in college I met and fell in love with an amazing woman -- clever, kind, supportive, and sexy -- and ultimately told her everything. To my mild surprise (and great relief!), she did not immediately run screaming from the dorm. On the contrary, she was...
Out of time. Rest to follow soon!
Cheers :)
Jelentkezzen
Skorpió
Megjelenés és helyzete
Testalkatom
Sportos
Magasságom
1.8 m
Szemeim színe
Barna
Etnicitásom
Kaukázusi
Családi állapotom
Egyedülálló
Vannak gyerekeim
Nem
Szeretnék gyerekeket
Igen
Az amire büszke vagyok:
Ajkak
Hajam színe:
Sötétbarna
Költözködés?
Nem
Állapot
Képzettségem
Egyetemi végzettség
Foglalkoztatásom
Önálló vállalkozó
Specialitásom
Pénzügy / Kereskedelem
Munkaköröm
Strategic Consultant
Lakáshelyzet
A szobatársa(i)mmal
Otthon
Gyakran látogatnak meg a barátaim
Dohányzom
Igen - sűrűn
Kedvelem az alkoholt
Igen - társaságban
Személyiség
A középiskolában
Klassz srác
Szociális magatartásom:
Komikus, Kacér, Barátságos, Figyelmes, Társaságkedvelő, Buli kezdő, Szikradobó
Hobbijaim:
Kempingezés, Szórakozás, Clubbing, Tánc, Vacsorák, Család centrikus tartalom, Játékok, Kertészkedés, Tanulás, Filmek, Zene, Olvasás, Színház, Utazás, Televizió, Volöntőrködés
Tökéletes szórakozás?
Clubbing / Bárok, Alkoholizálás, Barátkozás, Kaszinózás, Koncert, Múzeum, Bulizás, Öltözködős játékok, Könyv olvasása, Lazítás, Új dolgok kipróbálása
A tökéletes első randi így néz ki számomra:
Dinner, drinks, dressing?
Mindig kipróbáltam volna a(z)
Absolutely everything.
Így látnak barátaim:
Barátságos, Királyinak
Nézetek
Vallási nézeteim:
Zsidó
Részt veszek a vallási szertartásokon:
Ünnepnapokon
Életcélom:
To be happy, healthy, successful, significant, and loved.
Humorérzékem:
Hajtűdobáló, Okos, Szarkasztikus, Barátságos, Ostobának, Titokzatosnak, Szadista, Burleszk, Mocskosnak
Ízlés
Mit nézek?
Hírek, Rajzfilmek, Dokumentumfilm, Dráma, Komédia, Filmek
Mit nézek a moziban?
Akció, Tudományos fantasztikum, Komédia, Dráma, Dokumentum film, Animáció, Krimi
Amikor zenét hallgatok, mindig meghallgatom a
Hangulat zene, Klasszikus, Dance, Elektronikus, Jazz, Pop, Rock
Mit olvasok?
Biográfia, Fikció, Történelem, Természet, Filozófia irodalom, Politikai, Szatírák, Tudományos irodalom, Tudományos fantasztikum
Mit jelent a szórakozás a részemre:
Several standard deviations greater than the mean
keres
Mit tart vonzónak?
Merészség, Empátia, Flörtölős, Jó kinézet, Ügyesség, Humor, Tudás, Különlegességek, Hatalom, Érzékenység, Spontaneitás, Komolyság, Szellemesség
Mi az ami után kutat?
Coming to grips with who I am (and what I like/want) has been... a challenge. There were nights as an adolescent when I would cry myself to sleep, pray not to be this way, or curse God for making me so. When I picture that confused and frightened little boy all these years later, I smile bitter-sweet, and am overwhelmed by the desire to somehow embrace this sad specter -- to squeeze him tight, look directly into his eyes, and with the calm and confidence that comes only from knowing, tell him: "Everything is going to be okay. It gets so much better -- better than you ever thought possible -- just hang in there, just hang in there and you'll see..."
AND SO, what I'm really ultimately looking for here is simply the chance to get to know SOMEONE LIKE ME; to understand and learn from their unique experience of our common road; and the kinship of species.
And of course, I also want to play!!! Lets go shopping, have a fashion show, do each others makeup, whisper about our fantasies, and whatever else you have in mind!
If a physical attraction develops between us, I'm down to get down ;)
Perhaps we will even become lovers, and indulge in all manner of carnal delight... Who knows?
AND SO, what I'm really ultimately looking for here is simply the chance to get to know SOMEONE LIKE ME; to understand and learn from their unique experience of our common road; and the kinship of species.
And of course, I also want to play!!! Lets go shopping, have a fashion show, do each others makeup, whisper about our fantasies, and whatever else you have in mind!
If a physical attraction develops between us, I'm down to get down ;)
Perhaps we will even become lovers, and indulge in all manner of carnal delight... Who knows?
Mi után kutat?
Barát, Dátum, Intim kapcsolat