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Jessica4CD
Chicago, Illinois | Crossdresser În căutare de Crossdresser
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I am a closeted crossdresser seeking to meet (and play with!) kindred spirits on the Chicago Northside.
So a little about me... Bi-sexual (70/30) and NOT gender-dysphoric, I discovered my love for all things silk, satin, and lace at a young age (by virtue of having shared a hamper with two sisters lol). The look and feel of their girly things both excited and calmed me.
Later, muddling through puberty, I would also discover that dressing turned me on... like, a lot. I can still picture watching the dark spot form on the front of the white satin panties I was wearing the very first time I actually cam.
In the years that followed, I would have rich and meaningful romantic relationships with both men and women, but never did I dare show ANYONE my secret underwear collection. Deeply troubled by the incongruity of my peccadilloes, I would at times try to resist the urge for some weeks or months, contenting myself by buying lingerie sized for my partner instead -- also extremely fun for me, btw :)
Then in college I met and fell in love with an amazing woman -- clever, kind, supportive, and sexy -- and ultimately told her everything. To my mild surprise (and great relief!), she did not immediately run screaming from the dorm. On the contrary, she was...
Out of time. Rest to follow soon!
Cheers :)
So a little about me... Bi-sexual (70/30) and NOT gender-dysphoric, I discovered my love for all things silk, satin, and lace at a young age (by virtue of having shared a hamper with two sisters lol). The look and feel of their girly things both excited and calmed me.
Later, muddling through puberty, I would also discover that dressing turned me on... like, a lot. I can still picture watching the dark spot form on the front of the white satin panties I was wearing the very first time I actually cam.
In the years that followed, I would have rich and meaningful romantic relationships with both men and women, but never did I dare show ANYONE my secret underwear collection. Deeply troubled by the incongruity of my peccadilloes, I would at times try to resist the urge for some weeks or months, contenting myself by buying lingerie sized for my partner instead -- also extremely fun for me, btw :)
Then in college I met and fell in love with an amazing woman -- clever, kind, supportive, and sexy -- and ultimately told her everything. To my mild surprise (and great relief!), she did not immediately run screaming from the dorm. On the contrary, she was...
Out of time. Rest to follow soon!
Cheers :)
Zodie
Scorpion
Aspect și situația
Tipul corpului meu este
Atletic
Înălțimea mea este
5' 11 (1.8 m)
Ochii mei sunt
Șaten
Sunt de etnie
caucaziană
Starea mea civilă este
Singur(ă)
Am copii
Nu
Doresc copii
Da
Caracteristica mea cea mai bună este
Buze
Părul meu este
Șaten închis
Dispus să mă mut
Nu
Status
Nivelul meu de educație este
Diplomă de Universitate
Starea mea forței de muncă actuală este
Propria afacere
Specializarea mea este
Finanțe / Comerț
Denumirea postului meu de muncă este
Strategic Consultant
Eu trăiesc
Cu un coleg (colegi)
acasă
Prietenii vin des
Fumez
Da - des
Beau
Da - sociabil
Personalitate
În liceu am fost
Cool amic
Comportamentul meu social este
De comedie, Cochet, Prietenos, Atent, Deschis, De gașcă, De aventură
Interesele și hobby-urile mele sunt
Camping, Clubbing / Baruri , Dans, Mese, Familie, Jocuri, Grădinărit, Învățare, Filme, Muzică, Citire, Teatru, Călătorii, Tv , Voluntariatul
Distracția bună pentru mine este
Clubbing / Baruri, Băut, Cu prietenii, La un Casino, La un concert, La un muzeu, Chefuri, Joacă cu îmbrăcăminte, Citind o carte, Relaxare, Încercarea de lucruri noi
O prima întâlnire perfectă ar fi
Dinner, drinks, dressing?
Întotdeauna am vrut să încerc
Absolutely everything.
Prietenii mei mă descriu ca
Prietenos, Super
Vizualizări
Religia mea este
Evreu
Particip la servicii
De sărbători
Scopul meu în viață este
To be happy, healthy, successful, significant, and loved.
Genul meu de umor este
Inteligent, Deștept, Sec / Sarcastic, Prietenos, Ridicol, Tainic, Sadic, Buf, Vulgar
Gust
La TV întotdeauna mă uit la
Știri, Desene animate, Documentar, Drame, Comedii, Filme
Când mă duc la filme, mereu merg pentru a vedea
Acțiune, Științifico-fantastic, Comedie , Dramă, Documentar, Animație, De aventuri
Când ascult muzică, mereu ascult
Ambient , Clasică, Dance , Electronică, Jazz , Pop , Rock
Când citesc, eu citesc
Biografie, Ficțiune, Istorie, Natură, Filozofie, Politică, Satiră, Știință, Științifico-fantastic
Distracția pentru mine este
Several standard deviations greater than the mean
În căutare de
Ce vi se pare atractiv?
Îndrăzneală, Empatie, Flirt, Frumusețe, Abilități excelente, Umor, Inteligență, Ciudățenii, Putere, Sensibilitate, Spontaneitate, Grija, Rațiune
Ce căutați?
Coming to grips with who I am (and what I like/want) has been... a challenge. There were nights as an adolescent when I would cry myself to sleep, pray not to be this way, or curse God for making me so. When I picture that confused and frightened little boy all these years later, I smile bitter-sweet, and am overwhelmed by the desire to somehow embrace this sad specter -- to squeeze him tight, look directly into his eyes, and with the calm and confidence that comes only from knowing, tell him: "Everything is going to be okay. It gets so much better -- better than you ever thought possible -- just hang in there, just hang in there and you'll see..."
AND SO, what I'm really ultimately looking for here is simply the chance to get to know SOMEONE LIKE ME; to understand and learn from their unique experience of our common road; and the kinship of species.
And of course, I also want to play!!! Lets go shopping, have a fashion show, do each others makeup, whisper about our fantasies, and whatever else you have in mind!
If a physical attraction develops between us, I'm down to get down ;)
Perhaps we will even become lovers, and indulge in all manner of carnal delight... Who knows?
AND SO, what I'm really ultimately looking for here is simply the chance to get to know SOMEONE LIKE ME; to understand and learn from their unique experience of our common road; and the kinship of species.
And of course, I also want to play!!! Lets go shopping, have a fashion show, do each others makeup, whisper about our fantasies, and whatever else you have in mind!
If a physical attraction develops between us, I'm down to get down ;)
Perhaps we will even become lovers, and indulge in all manner of carnal delight... Who knows?
Ce fel de relație doriți?
Prieten, Partener de întâlniri, Intim