Closeted CD Seeking Same
Jessica4CD
Chicago, Illinois | Transvestitt Søker A Transvestitt
Grunnleggende informasjon
Jeg kan snakke
Norsk
Jeg vil beskrive meg selv som
I am a closeted crossdresser seeking to meet (and play with!) kindred spirits on the Chicago Northside.
So a little about me... Bi-sexual (70/30) and NOT gender-dysphoric, I discovered my love for all things silk, satin, and lace at a young age (by virtue of having shared a hamper with two sisters lol). The look and feel of their girly things both excited and calmed me.
Later, muddling through puberty, I would also discover that dressing turned me on... like, a lot. I can still picture watching the dark spot form on the front of the white satin panties I was wearing the very first time I actually cam.
In the years that followed, I would have rich and meaningful romantic relationships with both men and women, but never did I dare show ANYONE my secret underwear collection. Deeply troubled by the incongruity of my peccadilloes, I would at times try to resist the urge for some weeks or months, contenting myself by buying lingerie sized for my partner instead -- also extremely fun for me, btw :)
Then in college I met and fell in love with an amazing woman -- clever, kind, supportive, and sexy -- and ultimately told her everything. To my mild surprise (and great relief!), she did not immediately run screaming from the dorm. On the contrary, she was...
Out of time. Rest to follow soon!
Cheers :)
So a little about me... Bi-sexual (70/30) and NOT gender-dysphoric, I discovered my love for all things silk, satin, and lace at a young age (by virtue of having shared a hamper with two sisters lol). The look and feel of their girly things both excited and calmed me.
Later, muddling through puberty, I would also discover that dressing turned me on... like, a lot. I can still picture watching the dark spot form on the front of the white satin panties I was wearing the very first time I actually cam.
In the years that followed, I would have rich and meaningful romantic relationships with both men and women, but never did I dare show ANYONE my secret underwear collection. Deeply troubled by the incongruity of my peccadilloes, I would at times try to resist the urge for some weeks or months, contenting myself by buying lingerie sized for my partner instead -- also extremely fun for me, btw :)
Then in college I met and fell in love with an amazing woman -- clever, kind, supportive, and sexy -- and ultimately told her everything. To my mild surprise (and great relief!), she did not immediately run screaming from the dorm. On the contrary, she was...
Out of time. Rest to follow soon!
Cheers :)
Registrer
Scorpio
Utseende & Situasjon
My Kroppstype er
Atletisk
Min høyde er
5 '11 (1,8 m)
Øynene mine er
Brun
Min etnisitet er
kaukasisk
Min Sivilsituasjon er
Enslig
Jeg har barn
Nei
Jeg vil ha barn
Ja
Min beste egenskap er
Lepper
Mitt hår er
Mørk brun
Villing til å flytte
Nei
Status
Min Utdanningsnivå Er
Universitetsgrad
Min nåværende arbeidssituasjon er
Selvstendig næringsdrivende
Min spesialitet er
Økonomi / handel
Minn jobb tittel er
Strategic Consultant
Jeg bor
Med romkamerat (er)
Hjemme
Venner kommer på besøk hele tiden
Jeg er en røyker
Ja - Ofte
Jeg drikker
Ja - Sosialt
Personlighet
Når jeg gikk på skolen, var jeg
Kul gutt
Min sosiale atferd er
Komisk, Flørtende, Vennlig, Observant, Utadvent, Fest starter, Brann starter
Mine interesser og hobbier er
Kamping, Klubb / Bar Hopping, Dansing, Restaurant, Familie, Spill, Hagearbeid, Lære, Filmer, Musikk, Lese, Teater, Reise, Tv, Frivillig arbeid
Min idé av å ha det gøy er
Klubb / Bar, Drikking, Være med venner, Gå på kasino, Gå på konsert, Gå på museum, Feste, Kle seg ut, Lese en bok, Slappe av, Prøve nye ting
En ideel første date vil være
Dinner, drinks, dressing?
Jeg har alltid hatt lyst til å prøve
Absolutely everything.
Mine venner beskriver meg som
Vennlig, Kul
Visninger
Min religion er
Jødisk
Jeg går på gudstjeneste
I ferien
Mitt mål i livet er
To be happy, healthy, successful, significant, and loved.
Min humoristiske sans er
Campy / overdrevet, Smart, Tørr / Sarkastisk, Vennlig, Tullete, obskur, Sadistisk, Slapstick, Frekk
Smak
På TV ser jeg alltid på
Nyheter, Tegneserier, Dokumentarer, Drama, Komedie, Filmer
Når jeg går på kino, går jeg alltid for å se en
Action, Science Fiction, Komedie, Drama, Dokumentar, Andirektemeldingasjon, Thriller
Når jeg hører på musikk, så hører jeg alltid på
omgivende, Klassisk, Dance, Electro, Jazz, Pop, Rock
Når jeg leser, så leser jeg alltid
Biografi, Fiction, Historie, Natur, Filosofi, Politisk, Satire, Vitenskap, Science Fiction
Min idé av å ha det gøy er
Several standard deviations greater than the mean
Leter etter
Hva finner du attraktivt?
Dristighet, Empati, flørtende, Flott utseende, Gode ferdigheter, Humor, Intelligens, Rariteter, Makt, Følsomhet, Spontanitet, Omtanksfull, vett
Hva ser du etter?
Coming to grips with who I am (and what I like/want) has been... a challenge. There were nights as an adolescent when I would cry myself to sleep, pray not to be this way, or curse God for making me so. When I picture that confused and frightened little boy all these years later, I smile bitter-sweet, and am overwhelmed by the desire to somehow embrace this sad specter -- to squeeze him tight, look directly into his eyes, and with the calm and confidence that comes only from knowing, tell him: "Everything is going to be okay. It gets so much better -- better than you ever thought possible -- just hang in there, just hang in there and you'll see..."
AND SO, what I'm really ultimately looking for here is simply the chance to get to know SOMEONE LIKE ME; to understand and learn from their unique experience of our common road; and the kinship of species.
And of course, I also want to play!!! Lets go shopping, have a fashion show, do each others makeup, whisper about our fantasies, and whatever else you have in mind!
If a physical attraction develops between us, I'm down to get down ;)
Perhaps we will even become lovers, and indulge in all manner of carnal delight... Who knows?
AND SO, what I'm really ultimately looking for here is simply the chance to get to know SOMEONE LIKE ME; to understand and learn from their unique experience of our common road; and the kinship of species.
And of course, I also want to play!!! Lets go shopping, have a fashion show, do each others makeup, whisper about our fantasies, and whatever else you have in mind!
If a physical attraction develops between us, I'm down to get down ;)
Perhaps we will even become lovers, and indulge in all manner of carnal delight... Who knows?
Hva slag forhold søker du?
Venn, Dato, Intim