Closeted CD Seeking Same
Jessica4CD
Chicago, Illinois | Кроссдрессер Ищу Кроссдрессера
Базовая информация
Говорю на языках:
Английский
Я бы описал(а) себя как
I am a closeted crossdresser seeking to meet (and play with!) kindred spirits on the Chicago Northside.
So a little about me... Bi-sexual (70/30) and NOT gender-dysphoric, I discovered my love for all things silk, satin, and lace at a young age (by virtue of having shared a hamper with two sisters lol). The look and feel of their girly things both excited and calmed me.
Later, muddling through puberty, I would also discover that dressing turned me on... like, a lot. I can still picture watching the dark spot form on the front of the white satin panties I was wearing the very first time I actually cam.
In the years that followed, I would have rich and meaningful romantic relationships with both men and women, but never did I dare show ANYONE my secret underwear collection. Deeply troubled by the incongruity of my peccadilloes, I would at times try to resist the urge for some weeks or months, contenting myself by buying lingerie sized for my partner instead -- also extremely fun for me, btw :)
Then in college I met and fell in love with an amazing woman -- clever, kind, supportive, and sexy -- and ultimately told her everything. To my mild surprise (and great relief!), she did not immediately run screaming from the dorm. On the contrary, she was...
Out of time. Rest to follow soon!
Cheers :)
So a little about me... Bi-sexual (70/30) and NOT gender-dysphoric, I discovered my love for all things silk, satin, and lace at a young age (by virtue of having shared a hamper with two sisters lol). The look and feel of their girly things both excited and calmed me.
Later, muddling through puberty, I would also discover that dressing turned me on... like, a lot. I can still picture watching the dark spot form on the front of the white satin panties I was wearing the very first time I actually cam.
In the years that followed, I would have rich and meaningful romantic relationships with both men and women, but never did I dare show ANYONE my secret underwear collection. Deeply troubled by the incongruity of my peccadilloes, I would at times try to resist the urge for some weeks or months, contenting myself by buying lingerie sized for my partner instead -- also extremely fun for me, btw :)
Then in college I met and fell in love with an amazing woman -- clever, kind, supportive, and sexy -- and ultimately told her everything. To my mild surprise (and great relief!), she did not immediately run screaming from the dorm. On the contrary, she was...
Out of time. Rest to follow soon!
Cheers :)
Знак зодиака
Скорпион
Внешность и семейное положение
Телосложение
Атлетическое
Мой рост
179 см
Мои глаза
Коричневые
Моя этническая принадлежность
Белый европеец/кавказец
Семейное положение
Один/одна
У меня есть дети
Нет
Хочу детей
Да
Привлекательная часть тела
Губы
Мои волосы
Шатен
Хочу переехать
Нет
Статус
Образование
Высшее (магистр)
Работа/Учеба:
Работаю на себя
Род занятий
Финансы
Род занятий
Strategic Consultant
Живу
С соседями
Дома
Друзья приходят часто
Отношение к курению
Да - часто
Пью
Да, в компаниях
Характер
В школе я был(а):
Крутой
Мое социальное поведение
Комедийное, Флирт, Сама дружелюбность, Наблюдательное, Свободное, Зачинатель тусовок, Зачинатель скандалов
Интересы и увлечения:
Кэмпинг, Клубы/Бары, Танцы, Ужин, Семья, Игры, Садоводство, Учеба, Фильмы, Музыка, Чтение, Театр, Путешествия, ТВ, Волонтерство
Мое представление об отлично проведенном времени
Клубы / Бары, Выпить, Тусовки с друзьями, Пойду в казино, Пойду на концерт, Пойду в музей, Вечеринки, Игра в переодевания, Чтение книг, Расслабление, Пробовать новое
Идеально первое свидание
Dinner, drinks, dressing?
Я всегда хотел попробовать
Absolutely everything.
Друзья считают что я:
Сама дружелюбность, Крутой
Взгляды
Моя религия
Иудаизм
Посещение служб:
По праздникам
Моя цель в жизни
To be happy, healthy, successful, significant, and loved.
Мой юмор
Казарменный, Умный, Сарказм, Сама дружелюбность, Немного "того", Со странностями, Садистский, Фарс, Вульгарный(ая)
Вкусы
По телевизору, я всегда смотрю
Новости, Мультфильмы, Документальное кино, Драма, Ситкомы, Фильмы
Предпочитаемые жанры фильмов:
Экшн, Научная фантастика, Комедии, Драмы, Документальные, Анимация, Триллеры
Предпочитаемая музыка
Окружающей среды, Классика, Танцевальная, Электроника , Джаз, Поп, Рок
Я люблю читать:
Биография, Художественная литература, История, Природа, Философия, Политика, Сатира, Наука, Научная фантастика
Мои идеи классного времяпрепровождения
Several standard deviations greater than the mean
В поиске
Считаю привлекательным:
Смелость, Сопереживание, Кокетство, Красота, Умения, Юмор, Интеллект, Странности, Мощность, Чувствительность, Спонтанность, Внимание, Остроумие
Что и кого ищете?
Coming to grips with who I am (and what I like/want) has been... a challenge. There were nights as an adolescent when I would cry myself to sleep, pray not to be this way, or curse God for making me so. When I picture that confused and frightened little boy all these years later, I smile bitter-sweet, and am overwhelmed by the desire to somehow embrace this sad specter -- to squeeze him tight, look directly into his eyes, and with the calm and confidence that comes only from knowing, tell him: "Everything is going to be okay. It gets so much better -- better than you ever thought possible -- just hang in there, just hang in there and you'll see..."
AND SO, what I'm really ultimately looking for here is simply the chance to get to know SOMEONE LIKE ME; to understand and learn from their unique experience of our common road; and the kinship of species.
And of course, I also want to play!!! Lets go shopping, have a fashion show, do each others makeup, whisper about our fantasies, and whatever else you have in mind!
If a physical attraction develops between us, I'm down to get down ;)
Perhaps we will even become lovers, and indulge in all manner of carnal delight... Who knows?
AND SO, what I'm really ultimately looking for here is simply the chance to get to know SOMEONE LIKE ME; to understand and learn from their unique experience of our common road; and the kinship of species.
And of course, I also want to play!!! Lets go shopping, have a fashion show, do each others makeup, whisper about our fantasies, and whatever else you have in mind!
If a physical attraction develops between us, I'm down to get down ;)
Perhaps we will even become lovers, and indulge in all manner of carnal delight... Who knows?
Ищу отношения типа:
Друг, Свидание, Интим